Hanging out on a Thursday night.

Isn't this picture precious! Abby loves her Uncle Matt. She is such a sweet baby! Uncle Matt fed her and babysat her a couple weekends ago while us girls went to the store. He did so good!! She was happy as a clam!

Tonight is Hells Kitchen! Hell yeah!

Rascal Flatts is one week from tonight!!!!!!!!! I cant wait! Im going to have such a great time with Karla! She is one crazy girl and its going to be a hell of a good time!

Im getting my hairs (lol) colored tomorrow! Hopefully it will be pretty :) Im excited!

Man Im boring huh.. I havent nothing to talk about really!

Im going to sign off and hang out with Matt, maybe go to Barnes and Noble and buy a book! Have a good night!

Back to work!

Its hard to be back to work after such a nice long weekend. I feel good and rejuvinated today though. Not tired and I am full of energy. Which is a nice change! Yesterday I had such a wonderful day! :) I started out my morning early (for me at least!) at 8, and took my mom to work. I then vacuumed out my car and was going to wash it too but was worried about the weather. It was windy and dark so I figured a storm was coming in. Then I got my car's oil changed. I went grocery shopping and got some groceries for the house and for dinner last night. Then I picked up my prescriptions finally. Its been forever since Ive done that lol. I decided to go to my in-laws house to give my mom in law some earrings I had made for her, and when I got there, there were lots of people there!!! I got to visit with Robert, Pauline, Teresa, Mason, Abby, Gail, Brenda, Jerry, Bryson and Grandma!! I had a lot of fun!!! Then I decided it was time to get to my apt and clean a little. On my way home, Nat calls me and asks if I want to go to lunch. I said yeah but she has to choose, so she chooses Chuck E Cheese!! So Nat, My mom, Kyrie and I went and had tons of fun playing at Chuck E Cheese!! Finally about 4, I got home and started making dinner, threw a load of laundry in and cleaned up a little! I love days like that! So productive and FUN at the same time. :)

Im so excited! I found a friend of mine, Shelby, about a year ago on myspace and we have been chatting on and off for a while but now we are going to go to lunch! Im looking forward to it! I ran into her at walmart a month or two ago and it was sooo cool to see her even if it was for just a minute! Her, Jessica and I were friends and I always thought she was so sweet! I cant wait to catch up and hear about her life and family since school :) Time flies after you graduate... My life was all about school and friends back then and how I swore I wouldnt lose contact with them. But its inevitable with most friends. Sure you may have a couple friends you still see from back then, but you lose contact with so many people you were once so close to! Even my friends from college, I have lost contact with. I became soooo close to my roommate at Saint Marys and I barely ever talk to her anymore. That makes me so sad :(

Still getting excited and hoping all goes well with getting a house. Looks like the financial part has gone through for the most part, just waiting on a confirmation letter and to go sit down with her. We have been looking on our own at homes in person and online, but soon we will get a real estate agent. I feel much better about it all this time then I did last time we looked last fall.

I am feeling better and less anxious about the whole having a baby!! I talked to Matt about it and he, as always, made me feel better. He supports me in whatever I want to do. My mom was great too, giving me advice! I am so grateful to my family and friends for always being there for me.

Hmm what to make for dinner tonight?? Should I make chicken parmigan, or chicken over brown rice?

Have a happy Tuesday!

I never knew it, but I LOVE presidents day.

I cant sleep...

Its Midnight and I am wide awake. I slept in today so that might be the problem. But I also think its because my brain likes to think about EVERYTHING while I am laying in bed. I have this problem often.. I get so frustrated that I have the hardest time falling asleep. I dont like to take sleeping pills because they knock me unconcious and I have a hard time waking up in the morning. Usually I just lay in bed and force myself not to move and eventually will fall asleep but tonight I decided to get up and let Matt get some sleep with out me tossing and turning. I dont have work in the morning anyways. I hate that I do this. Any ideas to help me? I dont know why but I just ponder and think and drive myself insane with all the stuff in my head... I wish I could fall asleep as easily as Matt and wake up as easily as he does. But I do the opposite.. I cant fall asleep but once I do, I am out! My dad used to say that a bomb could go off and I would sleep straight through it. I am a deep sleeper just have a hard time getting there lol.

I think tonight my problem is I am thinking about us trying to have a baby. (Not pregnant yet lol) I want this very very badly but I am nervous. I know life changes so much with a child.. I have been wanting to get pregnant since like Oct lol. But now that I really really think about it, theres so much that will change.. I may be sounding selfish, but it scares me.. All of it.. I am still working on being a good wife and am adapting to that slowly and think maybe I need to focus on that and not tackle another role so fast. I kinda want one last summer of us going camping, riding the 4 wheelers, moving into a house, traveling, and not worrying about being pregnant and not being able to do that or be sick.. What if Im not ready or not a good mom? Am I being selfish? Im really not trying to be, Im just scared I guess. Its such a big decision to make. Today My sister gave us a baby swing that my niece used maybe twice as a baby, because she was going to get rid of it.. I figured it would be great to have, one less thing I'll need and its brand new.. It must have got me thinking! I wish Matt was awake so I could talk to him about this. I feel bad about having these thoughts.. Do all pre-moms go through this? When will I know it is the right time and we are ready and will be the best parents?

Valentines Day was nice. Matt bought me a pretty pearl necklace and pearl earrings. They are very nice. We went to dinner and movie and had a wonderful day. We went to his parents house in the morning and had breakfast with them. Then we visited my family and brought cookies. it was a fun day :)

We went ice skating again on Friday! Man, we have fun!!!! Matt bought new hockey ice skates with our tax return and he loves them! For V day I bought him a pass to the Oval so he can go for free! Every Friday its always Matt and I, Joe, Kathy, and their girls. We invite everyone to come with us. 2 weeks ago, it was all of us (above), My mom, dad, Natalie, and Kyrie. This week it was all of us, Matts mom and dad, Teresa, Mason and Erin! We've started a routine :) Its like a planned thing now every Friday! Olympic oval at 7:00 pm haha. The more, the merrier!

My niece is almost 3 months old.. Wow it seems like she was just born a month ago. She is so sweet and beautiful. She is getting more responsive and coo's at us! I love her so so so much. As well as my little Mason-Buzz lightyear- Man! Hes so funny and darling! Im so lucky to have such sweet nieces and nephew!

Well I guess I will play on facebook a little longer and kill time until my eyes actually start feeling a bit tired.. Still wide awake! Hope everyone has a nice Monday! Happy Presidents Day! (First year I have ever really acknowledged it or cared... but this year I love it, thanks to my work giving us the day off!!! Woooo Hooo!!!!!)

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Man, I have not been doing good at keeping this updated! We have just been having fun lately I guess. Things have been well.. Matts super busy at work and I work my normal 8-5 days. Last weekend was alot of fun. We went ice skating friday night again and went with Joe, Kathy, Brielee, Bobbie Jo, Matt and I, Natalie, Kyrie and my parents. It was alot of fun as usual! I spent Saturday morning and afternoon with my Aunt Nana and grandparents and made jewelry!! I had such a lovely day! I want to spend time with them more often like that. I loved it. Grandma and Grandpa bought us lunch and we just laughed and had a good time! That night we got take out and rented 'The Strangers' and had a date night in! It was so nice! It was a scary movie though!!! It was fun! Sunday we went to breakfast with Matts parents and Teresa and the kids! We hung out with them for alot of the day and finished the night off at my moms for dinner with my family and Adam, and Phyll! Great weekend for sure! We also drove around for 2 hours looking at houses for sale!

Have I mentioned how bad I hate my neighbor upstairs... Oh my gosh!!!!! Not last night but the night before was thumping, loud rap music all night! It was RIDICULOUS!!! I think she is doing it on purpose now.. I despise that lady. I cant wait to move!

Looking forward to this weekend. Valentines day weekend. We arent doing anything.. We will just stay home and chill. Hotel rooms are booked and expensive.. which sucks but oh well. I went shopping yesterday and got alot of it taken care of. Matt knows what I got now cuz I told him last night.. Im bummed that he knows the surprise but oh well. I never can surprise him it seems. I suck.. :( I try but cant.. Something happens and I have to tell him. Maybe next time. At least he doesnt know what I got him for a gift. Thats good.. Hope everyone else has a good V day!

Well I am really tired today and kinda bummed/sad. Stupid neuron transmitters and hormones... Sometimes I hate being a girl.. Sucks! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better today...

Valentines Day

I am a huge holiday person. I love holidays of all sorts. I like to celebrate any chance I get. Alot of people dont like the little holidays as much because they say they are commercialized holidays and its just an excuse to sell stuff.. Valentines day gets a lot of that criticism. But I love them all :) I think its fun to decorate and have a reason to change things up. I plan on doing something sweet for my hubby and making it a great day! I like to give and get surprises, it makes life fun! This is our first real Valentines Day.. Last year we were a month away from getting married and he was SICK! He was sooo sick, poor guy. He got the flu and was down. So hopefully this one is better! It will be Im sure :) I cant say what I plan on doing for him because he reads this occasionally and I dont want to spoil my idea! Hope everyone has a happy heart day too!

Still coughing up stuff.. Wonder if I will ever get the crap out of my lungs. I am 100% better other than my asthma problems. I am going skiing this Sunday no matter what. Last Sun I didnt go because of this and Im not missing out again!! My doctor here, where I work, told me I could actually breath better up there since theres no inversion up there, but I just worry about the thinner air and the cold air are not good for me with the hard time im already having breathing. But I dont care at all this weekend, I am GOING! Nothing is stopping me now! Lol.

Kyrie and I hung out last night. We had a lot of fun. It was just Aunt Tami and Kyrie. We went to the store and we went down the Valentine aisle (haha the commercialized holiday stuff) and she got a Valentines day cup that says Cutie Pie on it and some "me-me's" (which in Kyrinese means Marshmallows!) in the form of Peeps! If I would have let her, she would have eaten all 9 hearts in the package. They are a big pack of peeps, about the size of the little bird ones. So I stopped her at 2 and she loved them! Then I got her in the bath and she got to play for a really long time (My mom said its the longest shes been in the bath) while I watched her and played with her. She was a little prune girl when I got her out but she didnt want to get out, she was having too much fun! I bribed her out with a me-me! Haha gotta love bribing little kids, works everytime! So we had one last Peep and some milk and then Grandma put her to bed. I love getting to hang out with her. Shes my little jabberbox!

My clock is done. I forgot to mention that a week or two ago when I finished it. I will post pictures of it later when Im home. It looks really good I think! We havent hung it yet. Running out of wall space.. Need to buy a house so I can hang up stuff for good and not shuffle it all the time. I have a really nice wedding frame that I need to hang up too but dont know where to put it... Soooooooooon enough we will hopefully be in a house! I am crossing my fingers.. and toes.. I really really want to get in a house!!!!!! Wish us luck.

20 minutes until Im off work and getting the heck out of here. Slow day at work.. Made the day go by so slow, I wanted to scream! Haha! And I am CRAVING chocolate so bad today and havent been able to get any yet. I will take a detour on the way home.. And no, the "craving" has nothing to do with what you are all thinking.. I wish.. but not pregnant yet. Most of you will for sure know before I post it on here!

Hope everyone has a nice evening :) XOXOXOXO

Ramblings..

What to do?!.. We have a horrible neighbor situation.. The lady above us is horrible. Put it this way, she has the oldest bed known to mankind and she is VERY disrespectful to all of her neighbors.. Its a nightly thing that happens around 3 am and doesnt stop til 6 or 7 am...And she is not quiet if you know what I mean.. Best part, is she isnt married and broke up with her boyfriend about a month ago and its been a different guy every night. Not trying to be judgemental or gossip but when it wakes both Matt and I up every night and keeps us up, what do i do? I wanted to resign my lease this May and save up for a house but I cant stay there if she is staying. We have complained to our manager about 4 times in 10 months and finally Matt called again yesterday and talked to the main manager and he says there is NO record of us calling or complaining.. Come to find out, Mr co-manager is friends with the stupid lady and covering it up.. Who knows, maybe he's a frequenter upstairs. All I know is I cant handle it anymore!!! We are looking into a house again though. So hopefully we can get away from it, but in the meantime until my lease is up in May, I am going to go nuts!

I am starting to feel crap build up in my lungs again! Just as I think Im getting done with it, the newest inversion moves in. I want to go skiing sooooooo bad but cant regain my lung function due to this. I was planning on Feb 8 to go but who knows if I am possibly getting sick again! The doc I work for told me I should go up to Park City and just hang out there and breath clean air this weekend! Hint Hint Matty!

We finished Season 2 of Big Love last night. How sad.. The show is 3 episodes into Season 3, so I just have to wait for it to finish and come out so I can rent it. Now we need to find another hobby to keep us entertained until the summer time comes. Booooo to the dark at 5:30 nights and coldness! I cant wait until it stays light til 9 pm and we can ride our 4 wheelers! Yay!

Well I hope everyone has a really good day! I send my love!!!!!!!!